How do i make my appear smaller?

i have that are 1 inch in diameter. My size is a small C/ big B. Only the females in my family have seen them and they all make fun of me and jokes like it"almost takes up my whole " and like "they're huge" because every female in my family but me has these nice little tiny ones the size of a dime that look better then mine. it sucks. it really hurts my self-esteem and i am very self conscious of them. is this disgusting? can i make them appear smaller?